Small,

Little Whispers.

shuld i agree?

broke up w him but,
feels kinda relieve now...although he paster me and keep on asking for a patch back...

i have to hold strong, since i have made this decision, i will have to bear the consequences!

bleh!!

but at least i have space to breath now...not as breathless and dun need to cry anymore for him. hands off!

and start a new chpt in life, a different one as compared to de past 2 years.

go cal go:)

i blogged is when i jux started work ! and now i've ended my service to her and so I AHEV TIMTE TO BLOG YET AGAIN!:D
haha after SO LONG! gosh i kinda lost touch typing for a blog post!

hm lets see where should i start..ahh to excited! keep on typing wrongly and back space-.-
haha

but anyway ITS MY ONE MONTH BREAK! haha i haven took one since exam ended..and now its mybreak time. yups i stop my day time job but still continue to earn form de night job(waitress) and tuition. Thank God those kids need me now...or else my wallet will die until can can! haha read it in chinese and u will understand:)

and im goin to eat lunch with my friend TML! haha LIFE baby, thats life. going out for lunch drinking afternoon tea~ poof i lifestyle which i take zero effort to slip into~ haha

hmm anyway withing this 2 months, i straggled with major decisions, from financial plans to work.
my personal life is kinda stuck and cant be change much anyway. so yups, change the variables that can be change while the constant remains. .haha cos it doesnt have a choice...lol!

hate it when my whole house is boxed up:( always unsure when we are goin to shift, living a life where i have to find the boxes for impt stuff... Thank God i never pack my clothes -.- at last not all..haha packed those that i dun really wear or literally bai mei only clothes...

haah..hmm tired>< shall go see tml's menu and decide wat to eat and have sweet yummy dreams about it:) hehe

irritating all those female auntie! make me talk so much then kiap my phone! BLEHH!!!

hai><

call call callll

gosh.! im so sorry about the zero updates...
hai super busy now!!
im like at hojem for ard 8 hours only per day.. and its jux to shower and slp! today is like the only day im free at night! haha cos my student is sick.means make up lesson..hai all for the sake of the rental and more comfy life in de future few months...hai haven take a break at all:(

super tired! like a half deflated balloon...ok half inflated if u are looking from another pov:P
haha

yups...
my grad day is one day after my bday!! haha cool!  need to take offssss!! to get some preparation done
-rent the gown
-deal with AIA stuff ( cos my sis is so freaking unwilling to pay..ass off)
-and prudential

shit la! add in the ceremony
i have to take 4 days off minimum!! faints

it will add up to ard 200$ flying off!!
and my rental is 600...damn...im so piss off! like wtf! im paying 600 for a place at cck and im goin to damn shit stay with a guys...gnd!~ damn u!
i only agreed to the 60 when u told me that he will not around. n now u are asking me to pay 600 with another ass ard and i dun eve freaking know who he is...like i never talk or even see him b4~! ok i saw his pic once i think..ONCE blood.y... damn

so sorry about the language...but shit la!

anyway...was shopping ard today:) haha happies after so long ! i have time to shop! haha but anyway.. looking for a pouch now..thinking of couch...but alot of ppl are using it now...cos sgd99...dunno they add in gst liaos ma...><

hai.. goin to work for money...ok its a motivation but hmm how do u put it...i wan to take a break too..but when i think of the amount of $ that will fly off for
1. not working
2. the holiday
 and i need that cash for rental..

i rather work my ass off now...damn....so considerate of that person..."hey 50-50 ar" when she cant confirm her place to work then she freakout and say 75-25 cos she wanna share room and find the cheapest way out...now wat! she got her shop at her price. and damn her she jux say oo back to 50-50....damn it..at least i dun have to deal with her mess....shit messy freak. so old liao still dunno how to clear upafter herself..

dunno who is the pampered one here....shit her la!\

okok this post is like so super nan ting...i know i know..but i really cannot tahan her liaos!

n de reason y i MUST shift in with her is "o i cant pay the whole rent myself..i no money" so shit her expect me to like wtf stay with her?!

damn it...im goin to work HARDDDD for one more year..deal with the will and off i shift! if possible! haha

new aim!! get a place opp my current work place:) seems really nice there! shall go see look:) although i  know the price is comparable to orchard><

ok seems super ex...but who cares...it an aim...haha gogogo!!!

better then staying with this ass...haha

okok shal go see pics that will make me happies instead.:)

haha i needa save 2mil! haha at least...plus renovation and stuff...haha can easily add up to 2.5 to 3m:) haha still got furniture leh..hhaa plus a car:P
super ambitions me"P n its for like 2 bed room..if u wan more...its like additional almost .5 m each:P

and the 2nd paper was cui-.-
ttm!!

hai
yeah! i finally can say that " i successfully revived my twitter account!" its actually working! haha but im too lazy to find all my friend..lol..let them slowly find me bah!

hmm one more paper to go..but i have absolutely no motivation at all..i have been draggin since....let see...friday?
all i ded on friday was to eat slp use com eat eat use com eat again use com then slp-.-
wth! wasted a day
sat
woke up to my fav food then headed out for breakie then slp then lunch then stare at notes then rot then tried to do a qn and found my self really dumb thn its time for dinner. so its dinner, stare at channel 5 " mr incredibles" then pao hot choco with mash mellow loves~* then TRIED really hard to do the other qn...then stun then mark the qn that i did this after noon..and found myself DUMB again-.- then home and now im infron of my com...shit la! damn unproductive can-.- grrr! bite!

okok! i shall not be so ambitious and do past year papers le! back to tutorials...haha but im only doin those past yr qn in tutorials! hehe so in the end its the same-.- lol..but at least i dun have to hunt for answers all over the 11 tuts...haha

ok wish me luck!
cos i still need to leave my hm at 8am tml means i have to wake up early...blur~~~

and its math for business paper later at 4pm
till 6.10pm~!
wish me luck:)
haha i did like 7 papers i think...hai...dunno fail how many... bleh!
I CAN DO IT! MATHS!
and i can throw it away after today

now:
Breath in math and dun exhale!
later:
Breath in AFA and exhale MATH!
haha

heading to lib to deal with AFA! WTH! i haven started on it!
si liaoz.:(
but no time! ahh how can hey put this2 paper back to back:( even though its  4pm paper for both. :(

ahh

gogogo!! last math paper in SP! goooo!!!

ps: looking for a job><