Wednesday, September 01, 2010 @ 11:01 PM

⌠ HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ⌡

grr only one of my student wished me that:( nvm i got my CHOCOLATE:) just when i was hungry..haha

my sis jux came over and talk crap about breaking ties with my father...he is pratically non existance but sitll be law he is my dad and also according to what i have been taught im SUPPOSE to do some thing if anything happens right then i was like hmm no difference..i dunno...what crap la i jux dun wan to give an answer la...duhhh...then she reply "so i tell him if he have any problem he can go find you: indirectly: im not goin to be bother by him u wan u take him urself..." 

that guy is also sot sot one...-.- "when mum died she did not leave me with any detail.. dunno if i should lead or that new guy(step father) should lead" thus he never do anything..and why is all this rubbish resurfacing now..cant they deal with it when i was younger then i can hack care dun care dun bother...now i have to..grrr....but still how wonderful-.- use some brain la ofcos the father have to take over la...mum is dead that the fathers jux SIAM! TTM! they are so clever..take wat ever they can from her when she is still alive. now that she is dead no ppl wan her kids...rubbish.. hai...can u believe it! i didnt even manage to get money to learn car...not a single cent...from both side...-.-

OH Great! after their long speech with each other im dragged intothe picture..now im suppose to go and take money...WTF dunno how to transfer ar...dumb..wat cash on hand...and now what she wan me to say a lie...i was planning to say:"oh how wonderful im suppose to come here and take $300 and pass it to sis" WTF it dun come to my wallet and im still suppose to go and take it every month..that bloddy ass better fill up my fridge with 300 bucks worth of food every month.it is suppose to be mine! dumb ass im under 21 and u are not... so its suppose to be mine under the law...bloody ass like u give me a single cent each month..with the lousy food that u provide i rather eat out..not as if i cant afford...idiot.!
i think i can get better food out there although food outside really sux...esp when u cant spend a bomb on them cos u are to eat out almost every meal and im not from shome super rich family. damnit!

I HAVE A WHOLE FAMILY that is really siao...so he invested 20 thousand bucks..thats all thanks..it may seem alot but that guy can pay off his house...and it is totally paid off. lol 20k compared to 19 years of bring up a kid..haha how much isit...maybe jux enough to pay school fees and books..that all and that is after the government subsidize...lol..

yawns...nobody likes to listen...blar blar blar...sian ar! shall go and shower and do my stuff...still have some part of AFA to read through..esp the tutorials...hai...why isit exam time slot! im totally sick now...that 2 panadol is working but dunno how long will it last...feeling bloat-y and fat...jux like a ball but i feel hungry.. dunno what to eat n nothing much to snack on any way...that fridge is there to put grandpa's food..haha think so... y isn't there more cash on hand for me:( only if i can stock up that fridge of mine i will be very happy at home..but i also dunno what to eat. bored of eating the same food everytime. and anyway i lost my taste since i got sick.hai eat anything also taste the same. 

am so bored to life....

gosh look so pale in this pic..mux be the lighting:P